Is He for Keeps...?

Is he for keeps if he shouts at me over the phone?

... if he gives restrictions about my life as a woman?

Is he for keeps if he refuses to introduce me to his parents after 3 years of relationships?

... if he always makes his alibis everytime I set appointments of meeting my family over dinner?

Is he for keeps if he forgets to greet me during my birthday?

... forgets our anniversary?

... if he won't come after promising of picking me up from work?

Is he for keeps if I do't get any call or text from him for 3 days and hear from other people he's out of town?

Is he for keeps if he borrows moey for his car maintenance and doesn't show up for almost a week?

That was two years when I remembered him said I LOVE YOU, held my hand so tight, hugged me so sweetly, and kissed me passionately...

... is he still for keeps?

EXTRA LUCK

Life is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice. We commonly hear or read this once living is brought up as topic in a conversation or when you read some books with relevance to life.

I do really believe that you are the driver of your own life. Everything that is happening and will happen to you is under your responsibility. You are responsible for your own actions. And those who exert extra effort and hardwork can succeed easily. Those who are intelligent and knowledgeable can travel the path of success in a less difficult way,

So are you trying to say that the undergraduates, dropouts and non-honor students have little chance to succeed and be famous?... that those who failed their Math classes are very likely to end up in slums?

I don't think so.

Almost everybody knows that William Henry "Bill" Gates as the wealthest figure in the world is a Harvard University dropout. The very famous singers/songwriters Brian Adams and Christina Aguilera were both highschool dropouts. And Ben Affleck who dropped out of Occidental college is now Hollywood's actor/screenwriter. The Dell Computer Corporation's Michael Saul Dell stopped school at the age of nineteen but now grasping in his hands the world's most profitable PC manufacturer.

I myself is a college undergraduate and after a year studying Information Technology, a course I never really intended to take, at 17 landed a job as a branch Secretary in an employment agency for abroad. After reaching the right age, got another job in an industry most jobseekers dying to get. Fresh college grads, licensed engineers and even nurses, bank employees who resigned and the likes applied. Lucky are those who got the job, unfortunate for those who did not get the prize.

I know I am just an average student. There is nothing so important about me as a person. During my highschool, I think I showed up almost the best that I got but I was still not able to attain my goal. Maybe, that was also way too high for my category. I'm just a real ambitious, little bitch. But it's good to be like that because now I already have the job I've been longing to have around 3 years ago which I'm starting to fully love and enjoy right now.

At the back of my very thoughts, I can see from people's looks, the way they say those words about me-can't even tell if it's against or pro, and how they laugh, grin sarcastically, that i'm not worth nor credible enough for what I have. Oh well I am not as famous and as rich as them, no assets nor business earning billions of dollars but what I am attaining now is more than enough of who I am. This is just a simple job, guys, you are having hard time getting. A job you never thought an undergrad can get.

Not that I'm being too proud, but that is just pure envy you feel guys, I think. Sorry, but I just have this extra luck I think you don't have. lol

Recuerdo

I am checking out YouTube, searching some people in Friendster, google-ing topics which I think are interesting, reading the blogs of those bloggers I'm following, trying to download songs from mp3-codes.com, screwing myself by accidentally opening "someone's" multiply account I never thought exist, letting my thoughts fly away and my heart beats thrice faster than normal. I never planned all these things to happen today. And I never thought I can post this in my blog at this very moment.

This song from Bobby Valentino, Anonymous, focusing about a girl he saw at the party who he found certainly attractive at first glance, reminds me of couple of things in my life a year ago. My relax job in my previous company, my cool friends and happy-go-lucky lifestyle, how I met Buddy, who I stepped on for the name of Love and Freedom, why I have to leave the life I'm used to living and all those people, things and events I rarely have right now. As in fuckin' right now!!!

Huh! Maybe I just simply missed the life I used to live. All those thrill and excitement I have never experienced again, and maybe, will never experience again.

E=MC2

ONE OF THE SONGS FROM MIMI'S E=MC2...
THANKS JUN FOR INTRODUCING THIS TO ME... kisses and hugs!!!




For The Record - Mariah Carey
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Count your blessings

Let me count my blessings. I feel so special after receiving these gifts from those people I never thought would bother think what to give to me for this Holiday.

*GRAXA ... designer necklace so cool and cute. I can wear it with my white spaghetti straps blouse I bought during Gee's Despedida party.
IT'S SO THOUGHTFULL OF YOU GRA SPENDING A BIG AMOUNT OF MONEY TO BUY GIFTS FOR YOUR TEAMMATES. STAY COOL!!!

*BANGGE ... purple stuff toy. I can still remember when she whispered to me while I was answering a call, "Get you gift late, it's in the guard's area near the entrance." When I got it, it was really cute, and the smell very sweet...
NEVER THOUGHT WE'D BE ON YOUR LIST. THANKS BANGGE!!!kisses

*HENRY ... unisilver watch. It's white, the straps were transparent and the hands are glowing in the dark colored green. I so like it!!! I can use it for some other casual days so the red one I bought can rest sometimes.
AS FAR AS I CAN REMEMBER LANG, U NEVER MISSED GIVING SOMETHING TO ME EVERY BIRTHDAY. YOU'LL GET YOURS TOO. smiles

*BUDDY ... Mariah Carey album E=MC2. I was asleep, Buddy woke me up, handed the cd. I had no clue at first, just never thought he'd give me one. After Buddy said, "You'll surely like it.", opened it up and saw Mimi's face. I was speechless and shocked at first until I have fully absorbed everything, screamed "OOOOhhhh my God!", gave Buddy the tighest hug and sweetest kiss, then played the cd right away.
THANKS ALOT DUDE, I DO RECOGNIZE THE SWEETNESS IN YOU THOUGH U MAY NOT ALWAYS HEAR IT FROM ME.

*MOM AND PAPA ... Hi-tense conditioner. It was for like almost 2 weeks that I haven't used my special hair conditioner. My aunt is exclusively selling the item in her parlor and I did not have much time to visit her and buy one after I consumed the first bottle. Until there's only a few left of my money and I have something more important to spend it to.
HAHAHA! THAT'S WHY PAPA LEFT HOME EARLY. MOM MADE HIM BUY THE CONDITIONER. LOVE YOU BOTH GUYS!!!

I did not receive much gift for Christmas but that is not all that matter. It's still a great blessing that these people never forget me. I'm so blessed! Thanks for remembering someone like me who also forgets other people sometimes.

---who knows there are still more to come, more blessing to count...hahaha!!!---