Friday, January 23, 2009

Recuerdo

I am checking out YouTube, searching some people in Friendster, google-ing topics which I think are interesting, reading the blogs of those bloggers I'm following, trying to download songs from mp3-codes.com, screwing myself by accidentally opening "someone's" multiply account I never thought exist, letting my thoughts fly away and my heart beats thrice faster than normal. I never planned all these things to happen today. And I never thought I can post this in my blog at this very moment.

This song from Bobby Valentino, Anonymous, focusing about a girl he saw at the party who he found certainly attractive at first glance, reminds me of couple of things in my life a year ago. My relax job in my previous company, my cool friends and happy-go-lucky lifestyle, how I met Buddy, who I stepped on for the name of Love and Freedom, why I have to leave the life I'm used to living and all those people, things and events I rarely have right now. As in fuckin' right now!!!

Huh! Maybe I just simply missed the life I used to live. All those thrill and excitement I have never experienced again, and maybe, will never experience again.



Saturday, January 3, 2009

E=MC2

ONE OF THE SONGS FROM MIMI'S E=MC2...
THANKS JUN FOR INTRODUCING THIS TO ME... kisses and hugs!!!




For The Record - Mariah Carey
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Count your blessings

Let me count my blessings. I feel so special after receiving these gifts from those people I never thought would bother think what to give to me for this Holiday.

*GRAXA ... designer necklace so cool and cute. I can wear it with my white spaghetti straps blouse I bought during Gee's Despedida party.
IT'S SO THOUGHTFULL OF YOU GRA SPENDING A BIG AMOUNT OF MONEY TO BUY GIFTS FOR YOUR TEAMMATES. STAY COOL!!!

*BANGGE ... purple stuff toy. I can still remember when she whispered to me while I was answering a call, "Get you gift late, it's in the guard's area near the entrance." When I got it, it was really cute, and the smell very sweet...
NEVER THOUGHT WE'D BE ON YOUR LIST. THANKS BANGGE!!!kisses

*HENRY ... unisilver watch. It's white, the straps were transparent and the hands are glowing in the dark colored green. I so like it!!! I can use it for some other casual days so the red one I bought can rest sometimes.
AS FAR AS I CAN REMEMBER LANG, U NEVER MISSED GIVING SOMETHING TO ME EVERY BIRTHDAY. YOU'LL GET YOURS TOO. smiles

*BUDDY ... Mariah Carey album E=MC2. I was asleep, Buddy woke me up, handed the cd. I had no clue at first, just never thought he'd give me one. After Buddy said, "You'll surely like it.", opened it up and saw Mimi's face. I was speechless and shocked at first until I have fully absorbed everything, screamed "OOOOhhhh my God!", gave Buddy the tighest hug and sweetest kiss, then played the cd right away.
THANKS ALOT DUDE, I DO RECOGNIZE THE SWEETNESS IN YOU THOUGH U MAY NOT ALWAYS HEAR IT FROM ME.

*MOM AND PAPA ... Hi-tense conditioner. It was for like almost 2 weeks that I haven't used my special hair conditioner. My aunt is exclusively selling the item in her parlor and I did not have much time to visit her and buy one after I consumed the first bottle. Until there's only a few left of my money and I have something more important to spend it to.
HAHAHA! THAT'S WHY PAPA LEFT HOME EARLY. MOM MADE HIM BUY THE CONDITIONER. LOVE YOU BOTH GUYS!!!

I did not receive much gift for Christmas but that is not all that matter. It's still a great blessing that these people never forget me. I'm so blessed! Thanks for remembering someone like me who also forgets other people sometimes.

---who knows there are still more to come, more blessing to count...hahaha!!!---

December diary

And so I'm back. That was like last year since my last post... last year uh!

Well, December holidays has always been my most awaited season every year since my younger days, and I celebrated it as how it should be. Parties and get togethers, drinks and foods, friends, family and lover, plus money. Not much though but they all made me busy and that colds-cough-fever scenario never stopped me from enjoying the holidays. In fact right now I still have virus of those since I can't get myself to rest well.

DEC 21

Another party and this time a lot more fun than the 6th's. With me were my teammates and some superiors, and of course Buddy who should be with me all the time if possible, according to him. We prefer to go somewhere relaxing, where we can feel we are away from a stressful job. Overlooking the whole city where you can only see the lights from buildings and establishments you are having hard time recognizing, the air so cool, trees and plants around, huts and small cottages, you can only hear your voice singing duet with the breeze in that hill top, instead of the horns from big trucks.
An uphill climb to the area was breathtaking but real fun having those cool people around you. Simple dinner, taking pictures, games, some drinks and karaoke made the whole night perfect. Good thing I wasn't drunk then but not much worry if I was, no work for the following day.

DEC 25

Unfortunately, we celebrated Christmas in the office. Fortunate still because of a very delicious noche buena. It did not feel foreign to me at all though it was my first Christmas away from home and my family. Not really away. Still fun coz next day's going to be a bit of rest. Thanks for giving us a break. So Jun, Apol and I had some drink at the route stop to celebrate this day. Another simple yet fun celebration.

DEC 26

This day is the most special. This is my day! My birthday!!! God I'm old! And I'm celebrating this day with Buddy, celebrating our first year anniversary. A year of arguments and joys, laughters and almost-to-giving-up-situations, holding back and bursting out, forgetting and remembering. A pat on the shoulder for both of us surpassing all those negatives and a handshake for all the positives.

One of my fave cousins, Henry, came home to celebrate Christmas with us. I counted the days and it's been a year now that Manila has been her nest and we all missed her alot. We had party all night, drinks, foods from some other people's party (hahahaha!), friends who I also missed like how I missed Henry. I don't need much of unimportant people, few specials will surely do and run the party, and that's what happened. After a case and a half, I guess, or more I think, we were ready to dance our butts off, not in a bar though, but somewhere more fun than being in a bar.
I know for sure we all had the best fun and enjoyment, SPECIALLY Buddy.


Not a day in December I never looked forward to. Aside from work was never so stressfull like how it normally is, I know everyday is like party and celebration. Seeing everybody happy with the most delicious foods on their table, children caroling in the street, Christmas songs on the radio, lanterns and Christmas lights everywhere, bonuses and higher pay than the usual, presents, new clothes and things, nothing can be more happier than that. Even just the thought of that.

Nothing has changed in me when it talks about those things during Christmas, I suddenly realized. Though a lot of me has been 'modified', still I do things how I love and like them to be.